I’d say I’m a very sheltered person having lived in wee ol New Zealand for all my life. Apart from visiting Australia when I was little (this totally doesn’t count) I’ve never been travelling but I’ve always experienced wanderlust.
Wanderlust – the strong agenda for or impulse to wander, travel and explore the world
So where was I meant to start? Europe? Asia? America? I wanted to see it all but needed to prioritise. Having relatives and friends over in London I felt that it was a good starting point or ‘base camp’ to travel from. Then was the decision for how long to move for – 6 months? a year? indefinitely? I’m lucky enough to have a British Passport so alongside my best friend, we decided that we’re going to pack up our lives and move indefinitely. Scary huh.
At the beginning of August we’ll be travelling to London, then embarking on a 14 day European Top Deck Tour. We’ll be visiting France, Amsterdam, the Swiss Alps, Rome, Venice and so on. With our Top Deck family we’ll be exploring new culture, trying new foods and seeing new sights. Then we’re doing a 9 day Sail Greece Contiki where we’ll visit Santorini, Athens, Paros and Ios followed by three weeks of ‘yolo’ travel ending in Ibiza for a 5 day booze cruise. Then it’s back to London to be ‘grown ups’ and get jobs and start up a new life.
I. Can’t. Wait.
I’m not too proud to admit it, but one of the things I’m most excited for is the plane rides. Met with much dismay by my friends and family who don’t quite understand my excitement, I can’t wait for the long haul to London, the free meals delivered to you, the movies you can watch, the naps you’ll take (I am a napping feen). What could be better? This just sounds like an Ideal Sunday afternoon to me? Ok I may be a bit naive in this respect and will probably live to regret such thoughts. One place I’m particularly excited about visiting is Rome – mainly so I can use the phrase “when in Rome”….IN ROME. Ok I’m beginning to think I’m going to stick out like a sore thumb overseas…
But although my trip is so exciting, and something I’ve looked forward to for years, I can’t help but feel anxious and scared at the same time. Anxious about what will happen, who I’ll meet, if I’ll find a job in London, whether I’ll be happy or not. Scared about who I’m leaving behind, what I’ll miss while I’m gone or if I’m making a mistake. But in life you take the good with the bad, sometimes you give up something good to get something great. I’m a firm believer in trusting your gut instincts and my gut is screaming to get excited and go! And perhaps the thoughts of ‘who I’ll meet’, ‘what I’ll do’ and so on are what I should be getting excited for. Noone knows what’s around the corner in life…